Dear God,
Why am I here existing?
Doing nothing but taking up space
It is sad and pathetic.
Even you don't understand what I am going through.
Please take me away from the hurt and pain.
Before it's too late.
Don't let me take matters into my own hands.
I know you don't listen.
When I'm down on my knees.
But you don't know what it's like.
To be unloved, abused, depressed and misunderstood.
Do you hear the screaming
The words like silver daggers
Hurting me inside
You haven't felt real misery like this.
Or numbness inside.
Because you are all mighty.
And I am your mistake.
A flaw in your perfect world.
I am sorry I ruined.
The plans that you had.
For the world, for destiny.
God I failed you...
By being myself.
By being your mistake.
But you always failed me.
By never being there.
Why do you make my life...
So cruel and unfair?
